I Have An Eating Disorder

It's so funny to me how easily your brain tricks you into thinking you are totally fine and that there are no problems at all, yet you can still get so defensive when someone points out the problem that you deep down you know you have. I hate how defensive I get when people being up eating habits around me or sometimes even when they just bring up food. I am a very passive person and it's not very often that I get angry or mad, but this disorder has changed that about me - but of course only when people comment about the parts of me that are controlled by this. What a weird way for my mind to work.