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DeeBee That's just it, though... the nearest hospital that is equipped to deal with me is 10 miles away. The night I ate those sandwiches, I knew that I was bad - as in, my eyes are swollen almost shut - bad. I couldn't find my phone to call for an ambulance myself and I needed help. This was already beyond my home meds, so I got dressed and walked up to my mother's house.
I wanted her to drive me to the hospital that could deal with me 10 miles away... but she took me to the local hospital instead. Looking back now - I don't know if I would have made it had she listened to me. I was close to them not being able to get a line into me for the epinephrine. Them doing just that was enough for me to start going into shock on them.
It would take an ambulance ride and eight hours in the ER under observation before I was discharged to go home... even then, I still wasn't fully out of the other side. I wasn't happy that I was discharged to go home and follow up with my home meds using hands that were still too swollen for me to pop the blister on the pill strip. Fortunately, I was able to get my hands back to normal by the evening... almost 24 hours after my initial contact with the allergen.
I know that the tests will be a good thing for me on the one hand - especially if the reactions do occur locally to the site where they do the tests... but I also know that my reactions are never local, either. My hands and face tend to be the first places affected.
I don't want to be sent home for the night, only to have to go back to hospital with a generalised reaction later on. I mean, we aren't talking about a skin rash and a stomach upset here.
I can control my own diet in hospital as long as I am conscious to do so... and I have had to refuse to eat something before because it would have meant ingesting a potential allergen (butter - again).
As far as food goes, there's no space on the menu for me to note my less common allergens - like strawberries, so I have to literally ask them to remove anything from the tray that I can't eat and switch it for something else when they deliver my food to me. That's something that I wish that they would add to the menu because it means that I would be able to order things like fruit salad and toast with greater confidence that it's not going to land me in the ER again.