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💕 WALKING BACK TO GRACE💕

💕For a while, I lost myself — not only in pain, but in the woman I became to hide it.

On SW, I created a version of myself that wasn’t real, an online version of the total opposite. I allowed my brokenness to lead me into choices I’m deeply ashamed of. I interacted with married men, and though I never meant to cause harm, I know I played a part in things that could have hurt their wives. I carry deep regret for that and pray that God will forgive me, and that His grace will cover everyone affected, them included.

I’ve always been a woman of faith, but I drifted. I lost my peace, my dignity, and the values that once defined me. But I choose to return to God, to truth, and to the woman He called me to be.

My husband and I will be rebuilding our marriage with God at the center. We are learning to forgive, to heal, and to love again — this time through faith, not flesh.💕
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I believe in forgiveness and a clean slate, given honest admission and regret.

Shame isn’t part of that. If God has cleansed you of all unrighteousness, who are you to ignore that and still be ashamed?

I remember a conversation with my dad, a pastor, about the custom of foot-washing as an act of humility, not a part of our denomination’s rituals, but still interesting. I was about 15.

I said, “I’d have no problem washing somebody’s feet but I’d truly have trouble with someone else washing my feet.”

My Dad chuckled and said, “Honey, that’s the point.”
being · 36-40, F
beautiful, and so hopeful, nice to read...thank you for sharing...
But a little thing I would change, faith and flesh can coexist. To my viewing. The body is innocent, love is not shameful. Unless there is something different for you.
3timesalady · 51-55, F
@being Not according the Bible, but I suppose it depends on how you use the flesh, cause it can be for good or bad??
Wolfheart · F
I'm reading this post and can relate to it. I've made the same mistakes but I am not married (not that that's an excuse). I lost my boyfriend last year to cancer and loneliness drew me into bad habits.
4meAndyou · F
May God bless you, and keep you walking forward in clarity and faith! Your eyes and heart have been opened, and I see the hand of God upon you. Thanks be to God!
Journaling4Me · 56-60, F
I'm so happy for you both..❤
LavidaRaq · F
That’s wonderful. Enjoy you life together. God bless.
helenS · 36-40, F
Talking to married men online, and being a flirt, is not the same as home-wrecking.

Maybe you exaggerate things a little bit?
3timesalady · 51-55, F
@helenS its between me and God...
helenS · 36-40, F
@3timesalady That's fine 🌷
Good for you.
Quimliqer · 70-79, M
🙏🙏 The personal part is the hardest, grace is free!!
JackDaniels · 46-50, M
Good luck and wish you nothing but the best.

 
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