💕 WALKING BACK TO GRACE💕

💕For a while, I lost myself — not only in pain, but in the woman I became to hide it.

On SW, I created a version of myself that wasn’t real, an online version of the total opposite. I allowed my brokenness to lead me into choices I’m deeply ashamed of. I interacted with married men, and though I never meant to cause harm, I know I played a part in things that could have hurt their wives. I carry deep regret for that and pray that God will forgive me, and that His grace will cover everyone affected, them included.

I’ve always been a woman of faith, but I drifted. I lost my peace, my dignity, and the values that once defined me. But I choose to return to God, to truth, and to the woman He called me to be.

My husband and I will be rebuilding our marriage with God at the center. We are learning to forgive, to heal, and to love again — this time through faith, not flesh.💕

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Mamapolo2016 · F

I believe in forgiveness and a clean slate, given honest admission and regret.

Shame isn’t part of that. If God has cleansed you of all unrighteousness, who are you to ignore that and still be ashamed?

I remember a conversation with my dad, a pastor, about the custom of foot-washing as an act of humility, not a part of our denomination’s rituals, but still interesting. I was about 15.

I said, “I’d have no problem washing somebody’s feet but I’d truly have trouble with someone else washing my feet.”

My Dad chuckled and said, “Honey, that’s the point.”