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Vengabus · 36-40
Idk, lately I’m feeling like the way I’m relating to god is doing me more harm than it should. I suppose that’s on me, but I’m also sick of feeling like everything is my fault or my responsibility. The past few days I’ve set myself in a spiritually responsibility-free mindset and I feel a bit better.
PhoenixPhail · M
Lately, my walk has been all over the place. I make so many stupid mistakes - say and do things that I understand, but no one else necessarily does. I'm sure I say things that are hurtful, but I don't mean them that way. I mean them in a humorous way. But I'm the only one who knows that.
At least I'm at a place of recognizing what I do, but what I've done comes to me only much later. In the moment I do what I do, I'm too unconscious to realize it. I know it's the work of my old survival system trying to protect itself from extinction. I just need to be more mindful of my actions, and conscious of what comes out of my mouth.
But, until I can be, it makes me not even want to be with people anymore. I need to stay away. I don't trust myself.
At least I'm at a place of recognizing what I do, but what I've done comes to me only much later. In the moment I do what I do, I'm too unconscious to realize it. I know it's the work of my old survival system trying to protect itself from extinction. I just need to be more mindful of my actions, and conscious of what comes out of my mouth.
But, until I can be, it makes me not even want to be with people anymore. I need to stay away. I don't trust myself.
DanielsASJ · 36-40, M
There has been a progress, but at times, it becomes stagnant.
TheOneyouwerewarnedabout · 46-50, MVIP
I wear the armour of god as I walk thru the shadow of death… 😇
Djc58 · 56-60, M
It’s going ok. I’m getting more consistent.
Husher ·
why is there only this post asking ? 🥹
hippyjoe1955 · 61-69, M
Upwards and onwards.
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