Horrible situation

I can’t afford to eat rn it’s embarrassing
I’m in an alcoholism program still outpatient
Unemployed because of it and I barely eat
I’m not even hungry I’m so depressed
Alcohol was my cope
And I’m bankrupting and can’t afford anything. It’s such a bad time in my life
I’m exhausted by this and yet I’m terrified to relapse
Everyday is a struggle just to eat and I feel the lowest I ever have

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AngelUnforgiven · 51-55, F

Baby you have to hit rock bottom to motivate you to want more for yourself. You are moving in the right direction. Can you go to a pantry or a church and ask for help. If there is a will there is always a way. Stay in the program, get the help that you need so that you can do better and be better. Open a go fund me, reach out to family and friends. Don't suffer in silence.