I want a drink
Right now. I just want a drink. To numb the pain. So bad. I want to walk in the dark until I have one. I want to be homeless, let it happen. I just want to give up
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Ducky · 31-35, F
Try to think about your present situation. I don’t know all of it, of course, but I’ve seen enough of your posts to see what a big cause of it is: alcohol. From one struggling alcoholic to another, I know all about drinking to numb the pain and it may even work. But when you really look at it, the numbing is only temporary. Temporary relief for a whole different world of problems. The coming down isn’t worth the high. But I’m not going to judge you at all for wanting to drink or even if you relapse. I’ve been down there so many times, I don’t even have room to judge. Good luck to you. I hope you can overcome your demons someday. 🫂