Approved loa

Well, I got good news today and that my job approved me for taking three months off for my alcoholism.
So I don’t have to go back to work until October 6 and I guess I’m relieved that I still have a job but I’m still not sure that I’m going to keep it
I’m not sure it’s the right thing for me to go back there when it triggers my alcoholism.
I have to meet with my caseworker today in about 10 minutes and she’s coming to my house and I’m dreading it so freaking bad.

I just don’t know what to say