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I’m a recovering alcoholic

I’ve been sober for a little over a month now.

I can see myself living a sober life now. I don’t even desire a drink anymore. The last time I drank, I fractured my brow bone and got lost in some area with a bunch of warehouses.

Thankfully some lady was there to help me call my father.


It’s the kindness of complete strangers that has helped me be less afraid of people.

So many strangers have helped me in seemingly simple ways. But to me their help meant everything.

I intend to pay it forward now that I’m back up on my feet. I got a lot of debts to pay and lots of things I got to fix between me and certain people. I’ll surprise them all. I wasn’t myself, it’s like something else takes over when you’re that deep into alcoholism.

Korn had it right, first you consume it, then it consumes you.

The good news is that I’m smiling and often happy these days. I feel empowered like never before. I’m ready for whatever life throws at me.
Frostcloud · F Best Comment
your post fr got me like


that is SO amazing ❤❤❤ i am so so so happy for you. recovery is hard but you maintain a vright putlook despite it and i hope lots of support!!

KatyO83 · 41-45, F
Congrats on your first month. That's one of the hardest. Keep going it's worth "trudging the path to happy destiny ".
HermannFegelein · 26-30, M
@KatyO83 Thanks
Happy for you 🫂
HermannFegelein · 26-30, M
Coralmist · 41-45, F
Congratulations Hermann..that is awesome news. 🍀🥹 I know alcohol can literally poison a person's life, physically and emotionally, so getting it out of your life is really amazing 🌼
HermannFegelein · 26-30, M
@Coralmist Thank you. I’m allowing myself to feel everything now and I was so afraid at first but now I see that negative feelings aren’t permanent, they’re just part of being human.
👋👋👋

Your bank account also thanks you. Watch over the course of a year how much money that adds up to.
HermannFegelein · 26-30, M
@PrincessVelvet Oh it’s so nice. I wake up everyday now feeling grateful for my job, the food I have in the fridge, the roof over my head, my 2 electric kick scooters, my jacket, my shoes, my freedom.

 
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