My alcoholism is just a ridiculous cycle

I'll drink a lot and then get really bad withdrawals the next day to where I never want to drink again. I'll even go for a while without doing so. Then things will get bad for me mentally to where I'm thinking "I could use a drink." Rinse and repeat. 🤦‍♀

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Notsimilarreally · 31-35, F

I hope you can quit.

Alcohol would have killed me, I know it. Had to stop using it like I did for all those years. Killed my aunt, she used it to kill herself, literally. Was quite sad. Not a good way to go.