I almost left with twelve pack under my arms today. I'll be three years in a month.

I've made it over 11 years.

Today..I'm missing the feeling of no pain.

I think staying sober is one of the hardest things to be able to do in life. You should be proud of yourself staying on the right path and resisting the temptation.

The holidays tend to make me uptight and thirsty a bit even after over 12 years of continuous sobriety... But when I ride the emotions out and reflect on my,ahem-'progress' I KNOW I am better off having not taken a drink today. What sounds glorious and relaxing to a normal person will have me right back to self-destruction and insanity if I choose to indulge.So,yeah-you are not alone."this too shall pass"

I feel you. Just try to remember what comes after that glass of wine. Then after the next and the next.

Do you go to meetings?

I’ve never been through this but congratulations on your three years and I am sorry the holidays are so difficult.

This time of year seems to be the worst for us who suffer from anxiety and etc.
You must just try taking every moment minute after minute and etc.
Try being around / talking to friends and etc who you are close too, who will be able to make you feel better.

I wish you well🌹

Hang in there sister, one day at a time. Or one hour at a time, or 1 minute at a time.

Thats what sponsors and meetings are about. Go!

Holidays are stressful... Be strong and ask for help

It’s not worth it. Ones turns to two turns to three.

Good you quit