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I Am An Alcoholic

Being an alcoholic is the hardest most complicated life you could possibly imagine. Understanding it and trying to explain it to others not affected is even worse. I have done unspeakable things, made a fool of myself, hurt the people I love , lived through excruciating pain....the worst part of all is it was all self inflicted. I was the worst case senerio. I was physically addicted. If I didn't drink I would have violent withdrawals which included shaking uncontrollably, my skin burning like it was on fire. Unable to sleep. My joints throbbed with a ache so bad. I would sweat and get rashes. On top of that I would get vilently ill. I puked every single day. Everyday was a nightmare. If you are in a bad place.. message me ❤️
Thegodchick · 56-60, F
I would hide booze everywhere. In my drawers, my car, take it in my purse to work. Sickening
SW-User
@Thegodchick Good. Did you find anyone?
Thegodchick · 56-60, F
If someone needs my help, they will message me@SW-User
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hippyjoe1955 · 61-69, M
I don't have the same issues personally but I deal with a lot addicts trying to put their lives back together and having watched them I can attest to the validity of your experience. Addictions are life destroying.
Thegodchick · 56-60, F
They most definitely are@hippyjoe1955
DanielChristensen · 46-50, M
I'm glad you are doing better
SoFine · 46-50, F
My late brother died at 56 his liver did blow up. He had stopped for 2 years then a few months going back, that is what occurred.

Please stay clean, please stay strong and at good health.
Thegodchick · 56-60, F
Thank you. I am so sorry for your loss. I was absolutely headed down that path. There was a time i was very close to death. I found i had no one to talk to who understood my hell. That is why im here. To help or listen to anyone that needs it@SoFine
SW-User
Why don’t you get professional help???
Thegodchick · 56-60, F
@SW-User i did thanks
SW-User
That’s wonderful!@Thegodchick
Gauntlets28 · 26-30, M
I'm glad you've managed to get through it. ☺
Thegodchick · 56-60, F
[you and me both. Its the hardest thing. I put so much effort into lying, and hiding it but eventually you can't @Gauntlets28]
SW-User
Hope you're free of it now?
Thegodchick · 56-60, F
I am now but it took a long time @SW-User
Goralski · 51-55, M
Shit happens
Thegodchick · 56-60, F

 
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