I Am An Alcoholic

Being an alcoholic is the hardest most complicated life you could possibly imagine. Understanding it and trying to explain it to others not affected is even worse. I have done unspeakable things, made a fool of myself, hurt the people I love , lived through excruciating pain....the worst part of all is it was all self inflicted. I was the worst case senerio. I was physically addicted. If I didn't drink I would have violent withdrawals which included shaking uncontrollably, my skin burning like it was on fire. Unable to sleep. My joints throbbed with a ache so bad. I would sweat and get rashes. On top of that I would get vilently ill. I puked every single day. Everyday was a nightmare. If you are in a bad place.. message me ❤️