Nothing is fun when you’re sober

It can take a lot of work or sometimes just time but getting your fun back on after addiction is completely doable.

Your brain chemistry needs time to recover.

Add a "yet" to that statement and get ready to laugh at yourself in the upcoming years.

In recovery, our idea of fun changes.
Give it a bit of time. And relish every small bit of improvement, including the release from compulsive, self-destructive behaviour.
You are doing great. Enjoy

That is not a healthy philosophy. You likely have been an alcoholic so long that you forget how wonderful life can be sober. Do you want to stop drinking or doing drugs? I do not know what is your addiction. If you want help, reach out. Otherwise your life will continue to sink and you will physically and emotionally deteriorate. Have you tried professional help? I think you are asking for advice.

At first, but then you find the real joy again.

Not true.

False!

I hope that someday you'll be able to see life from a different viewpoint.

I hope you can keep it together. Sobriety brings happiness when the promises start to come true. If you have a big book read 83-84. If we are painstaking…

https://aasantacruz.org/wp-content/uploads/2020/07/The-Promises.pdf

Or, alternately, you're addicted to alcohol.