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PoetryNEmotion · F
That is not a healthy philosophy. You likely have been an alcoholic so long that you forget how wonderful life can be sober. Do you want to stop drinking or doing drugs? I do not know what is your addiction. If you want help, reach out. Otherwise your life will continue to sink and you will physically and emotionally deteriorate. Have you tried professional help? I think you are asking for advice.