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What thoughts are most prevalent on your mind when you first wake up ?

I may regret this in here ....
I'm thinking about death and if there were some magical way to really change my existence for the better if I would take it or choose to leave this life. I know that magic doesn't exist there is only me. But even wanting that lets me know I don't really want to die . I just want the pain to stop.
All the deepest things I can possibly think. My brain fires up first thing. This morning it's about patriarchy and how women are hated.

I do think magic exists in a way. With deeper understanding, magic equates to science and awareness and the smallest things we can do to be kind to each other.
WatchThis · 41-45, M
I’m convinced that lowness comes from being aware. 100% my own opinion, but I feel like the more aware someone is, the more futile life seems

There’s a “phenomenon”… I put that in quotes because that’s exactly how I read it; where listening to sad and depressing music can give you a sense that you’re not alone in your being. It it gives you a bit of a high…

…all that you say, I wake up every single day with one of those songs playing. My family thanks I’m nuts, but it really does make me feel better.
I hope your pains ease soon. 😞🫂
@Colonelmustardseed Thank you 🫂
Coralmist · 41-45, F
The most prevalent one as I awake is how low I feel.. due to two normal life experiences, that are lacking for me. I'm unemployed which weighs on me emotionally, and I don't feel I'm enough for a guy/love (due to my issues). So each day feels like a mountain I'm trying to reach the top, but I keep staying at the bottom..🥺
I'm sorry you feel sad and pain too... You are worth joy and life my friend 🌹
@Coralmist I'm sorry you feel this way too. Thank you.
You know many people who have different issues find love. As sweet as you are you just need to find a good person .
Apply the kindness you give everyone to yourself. You are many good things that outweigh the anxiety you feel. 🩷
Usually it's my husband yelling coffee coffee (meaning he wants his coffee and i have to make it already) 😆 she replied.. answering your initial question and glossing over your world of dark pains..
What day is it? What time is it? Do I have to hurry for any appointment?
The things that are worrying me.
Kiesel · 56-60, M
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@Blondily I really hope they move away. It's not fair.
Blondily · F
@AnnabelleLeigh Nope they are here to stay. They are from another country and have a sponsor. So they're not going anywhere and will continue to torment us. I can move easily but like living here.

 
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