What thoughts are most prevalent on your mind when you first wake up ?

I may regret this in here ....
I'm thinking about death and if there were some magical way to really change my existence for the better if I would take it or choose to leave this life. I know that magic doesn't exist there is only me. But even wanting that lets me know I don't really want to die . I just want the pain to stop.

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Coralmist · 41-45, F

The most prevalent one as I awake is how low I feel.. due to two normal life experiences, that are lacking for me. I'm unemployed which weighs on me emotionally, and I don't feel I'm enough for a guy/love (due to my issues). So each day feels like a mountain I'm trying to reach the top, but I keep staying at the bottom..🥺
I'm sorry you feel sad and pain too... You are worth joy and life my friend 🌹

Idontbelonghere

@Coralmist I'm sorry you feel this way too. Thank you.
You know many people who have different issues find love. As sweet as you are you just need to find a good person .
Apply the kindness you give everyone to yourself. You are many good things that outweigh the anxiety you feel. 🩷