Ride On by Celtic Woman.Wished I played the violin that well. I'd form so many melodies from my soul like that...
I Need to Let Go of My Past and Stop Beating Myself Up Over ItI finally got rid of ALL the polaroids I had of her and myself. I kept two of my favorite ones in my wallet, the last ones, and buried them out in the Texas wilderness. Laid it to rest so it can stop haunting me. There's more things I need to get rid...See More »
Always been a fighter and a coward.Between everything going on at home right now, feeling lonesome and broken up, she had to tell me she has heart problems. Nobody can afford her surgery, meds, tests and all...I just don't know what to do. People say I should leave my "home" but I'll...See More »
To the idiots sitting in math class saying, "I'm not going to be using this anyway." Oh, the f*** you are! 😬
I Have No Patience AnymoreThis is exhausting. Fights 24/7, people messing with my things and it ends up missing, messy people. I'm fed up. I'm out of here. Today. I'll live in my car idgaf anymore.
I love the friends i've had here.You might be hundreds of miles away but you've been closer than those in proximity to me. I love you a great deal. Remember that. I have to go dark right now and fight. I wish you all many blessings, and remain as you are with your kindness. Never...See More »
I hate my brokennessI'm trying really hard to fight it right now. Said I wouldn't let things mask me from having hope, wouldn't do anything stupid, would start believing in having self worth but...it's really hard to go from hopelessness to assurance when you've...See More »
This is...interesting. Today, I decided to take good care of myself to look good and feel good. That quarantine look was killin me. So I took a pic of the final product: And I managed to make a straight girl get all flirty and hitting me up. Hahaha! Damn. But maybe,...See More »
I'm not a prisoner of my own mind.I use to think life was a joke just trying to bring me down. But now, I've learned that it was only trying to raise me up.
Well, should i buzz my hair or wait to hire a professional to style it?Yeah, that's all the possible excitement today. 😶
Taking my brother out to the state park.We're gonna climb up the baby mountain together. :) My mother gave me money for food and drinks since I paid my dues to bills. Then she went on, "Don't let him pressure you into doing something stupid. And if he pisses you off, DON'T LEAVE HIM OUT...See More »
Damn, my heart is all screwed up.Glad I swerved some pretty low moments tonight. I'm not really upset anymore just feels hollow. Despite this, I'm deliberately choosing to be happy to avoid falling apart again.
I Love To Sing But Im Too Shy To Sing In Front Of Other PeopleUsually when I'm feeling good, I'll set some time to sing karaoke in my car like once a week. Today coming home from work, I started singing Prisoner by The Pretty Rrckless. After a few repeats, I managed to sing more accurately hitting the notes and...See More »
I'm so sore from scaling up that baby mountain. Got over any fear of heights left in me. Lol I'm planning on taking my brother with me the next time around. There's this trail I wanted to take but was too tired to tackle. It goes into a cave I believe. But if we don't do that one, and he insists...See More »
I hope one day someone would look at me like their blessing...Instead of telling me I'm their mistake. Wishful thinking, I suppose
Damn, can't get a break. :(Everytime I have anything planned, it goes to shit because people always get in the way. I just wanted to go out on my own, relax and explore, not do their errands.
I Love Adventure Today was as crazy as it gets. I headed out a massive state park. It's a two hour drive to and two hours back. To the park, I got tailed by a sheriff on a long 20 mile two way road..he eventually got annoyed with me for going speed limit and went...See More »
If my dad got shipped off to boot camp with a nasty sunburn...And still managed to make it, I know I can too because that's who I inherited my fortitude from and rational thinking. I'll be conditioning myself beforehand, studying, doing everything I can in between. I may not be prepared still but I know the...See More »
Today is going to be a milestone.Definitely going to be a huge change in what I'm use to, but it's necessary.
Ugh, i hate "inspirational" quotes.I'm sorry, they ain't that inspiring. I like inspiring people though...if all else fails, cute girls. 😌
I got everything I need to hike my state park.Back in touch with adventure and nature. :) I will have pics.