I can’t help but shed tears againIt’ll never not tear me up seeing how much my poor Desmond suffers with his mental illness. I can just see the pain he’s experiencing every time. I’m glad I’m able to provide some help and help him feel better, but what I wouldn’t give to just take... See More »
He’ll be waking up to homemade beef tacos I’m cooking just for him 🌮Poor Desmond had a really bad mental health day, but was able to nap, which he still is. Tacos are his favorite food, so I’m hoping him waking up to them for dinner will brighten his spirits a bit. 🤗
I know you don’t like seeing me cry, but 😞I don’t like seeing you suffer, but I know that’s not something you can help. I just hope you know I’d give anything and everything to take it all away for you. 🫂
My man is having a bad dayHe called me and said something just totally triggered him today and he needs to go home. 🥺 I took the rest of the day off myself so I can take care of him. When I pulled up to his workplace, one of his co-workers even told me “He’s not acting right... See More »
I’m not going to be sad todayJust gonna snap out of it and make the most of my last day off. Especially since I still have my beloved with me. 🤗
I’ve become so flexible 🤩I just got done arching my back as far as I could while standing up and WOOT, like I don’t even have a spine! I guess that yoga is really paying off. 🧘♀
I used to have a pretty faceI still got the bod, but what is a body without a face? Had I known radiotherapy from a brain tumor I had back in 2017 would melt my face one day, I would’ve taken a lot more pictures of my face before it became disfigured. This is me before my... See More »
My wife called me 😥Apparently she’s in California. Her and I are so estranged, I didn’t even know. She said she’s just homesick and wanted to hear my voice. I talked with her for a bit and caught up as much as we could, I suppose. She asked if Desmond was there and if... See More »
I never thought pain could feel so affectionateI have burn scars around my eyes from radiotherapy back in 2017, they’ve been tender to touch ever since. But I kinda like it when he does. It hurts and call me weird, but it’s a sweet kind of pain whenever he touches my face. As disfiguring as... See More »
I want his hands all over me again 🫠But I don’t know how to ask him to do that without actually asking. 😐