I Often Feel Like Depression Has Me Not That I Have DepressionI really need to vent! I need to express how I feel. Depression is no joke. The problem is I don’t have the energy to filter through my feelings & thoughts & articulate them. I’m so mentally drained. I have no motivation what so ever. Today is the...See More »
I Like Funny Stories I love how hilarious this is! I think I’m trying to get this wasted tonight. 😂🤣🤣🤣 He’s an absolute legend! 🤣😂
I Dream Dreams That Are QuestionableYesterday in my dream two females pulled hard on my ponytail & broke off some of my dread lox, which in reality are arse length. I got angry so I cut off their heads, scooped out their brains & cooked them. When on the plate the brains resembled...See More »
I Am Fighting Suicidle ThoughtsI feel like shit tonight! It’s the same story over & over again. It’s just non stop. It’s pointless to be honest. But it’s not like I didn’t know. It’s no surprise. I need to try & sleep & dream it all away. She sleeps! 😔
I Want To Be Open And Honest With My FeelingsI think for the first time in my life I regret not having children.
I Love Music, Music Is My Inspiration and My Upliftment I’ve played this song so many times! In my opinion it’s one of the best songs ever written, produced & created. I overstand it & it awakens things in me! I can not put in to words how much I feel it or how it makes me feel. It really is everything!...See More »
I Battle DepressionEven if you love someone dearly & you assume they should love you by default, you can not force them to love you. Nor do you have the right to penalise them for not loving you & not treating you how you treat them. Everyone is entitled to choose how...See More »
This isn’t really a question!I’ve felt so low today and I’m still feeling low tonight. I just needed to express this fact. All I want to do right now is sleep and lucid dream. So I can be somewhat in control of my existence. But I can’t complain. It could be worse & I'm...See More »
I Have A Dark Side And A Darker SideI have a very dark sense of humour & I’m also in to dark alternative things. I enjoy unique & open minded genuine conversations. I need more like minded people that can stimulate me mentally. That I can actually relate to.
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