Its so difficultI have been training me to love myself. Because no one (including me) ever has. I've been trying to make friends and surround myself with strangers and talk to them, it feels good but in the end I'm just alone and that makes me sad.
Is it cheating when you makeout wi "MAN 2" when you are interested in "Man 1" and you think Man 1 is too. You just went on a second date with Man 1but its not official yet. I dont want to ruin anything with Man 1 😅. I mean, i dont know if man 1 really likes me or not, hes a ghost (like me) on social media. I dont want to be with a married man again, Id like something beautiful not ugly.
In going for a shower im so excitedI was taken on a long trip where i didnt have axcess to water so couldnt clean myself. Im very excited to do this.
last night i got cake forgot about it. now its in my fridge, if there are ghosts reading this, please bring the cake to me. Im too tired to walk.
I think people think that either I am uglist guy out there or from a family of skunks. Why else wouldnt they want to be with me or find me attractive?My dates from Dating apps would be end up with only 3 of the scenarios. Scenario 1. I go to the guys place to watch a "movie" Scenario 2. We go on a date, its cute and I have reaponses to everything but he never calls me back later or ignores me...See More »
I have committed to this thing, i know that it would be good for me. And i would enjoy it thoroughly. But i have to sleep at that time
I think Im going to not let the cats sleep in the mornings or tire then out before bed so that they sleep at night and let me sleep.
My Cats become active during the night. I told them that if they do not let me sleep, I will replace them with seals. (I wouldnt, but yeah)
I have been walking a lot lately. my work is 30 min away from my place. so I walk instead kf taking my car now my shin hurts :(
I was a bit happy a few days ago. It all came crashing down yesterday. Why do I let peoples opinion of me bother me?
I went out to get groceries and I think i saw the guy i was talking about with a girl. I think it was him idkI cant stop thinking about him. Im tired.
