I Am Scared of the DarkSuddenly in the last few months. When alone walking to my door (which I had no problem with for like the last 2 years) But being in my room (bed) is fine. I watched a bunch of horror, criminal, disturbing, creepy, gruesome stories and cased to...See More »
I Hate to Be Told What to DoAny single thing that doesn’t pertain to my tasked job, my coworker tells me not to do. Ex. extra cleaning. “Why are you doing this?” “You’re wasting you time“ “They don’t pay you to do this” It’s coming from a good place but it’s annoying; I keep...See More »
I Have Asperger's SyndromeThis has happened only 3 times (that I can remember) but I hate when someone suggests that I don’t have Asperger’s. It’s twice been accompanied with a comment about how overly medicated people are too. If I were to be ultra-charitable, they could...See More »
Experience Project Content?Is there any way I can still download content from Experience Project? I’ve done it before, but I forgot where I download it to, so I was just going do it again but the site seems not to even load now.
I'm Good At Putting Things TogetherI usually like building things and feel accomplished doing so. But I don’t feel anything from assembling the last piece of furniture. I’m trying to remember when I last felt accomplished but I can’t pin point.
Is there a term/word/concept for this.When someone won’t believe or won’t let you induct from anything that is not explicitly stated. Or won’t believe something unless explicitly stated. Ex. If someone avoids dogs, gets uncomfortable around them, doesn’t have allergies, they’re fine...See More »
I Dreamed A DreamI had badly wished it to stop dreaming altogether, even at the expense of a majority of my average enjoyable dreams, to stop these blissful happy dreams the I’m never going to have in real life. They were like cruel jokes. Now I have a harder time...See More »
I Hate PeopleSome words I found in a forum about my workplace. I’m part of the ‘blacks’ of course but I think the ‘autistic’ part is referring specifically to me... whoever this is... pleasant... [[[...blacks muslims autists somalis... any minority... ‘lowed to...See More »
I Find It Kind Of Funny, I Find It Kind Of SadEverything goes so perfectly wrong, it’s almost hilarious, but never crosses over into comedy territory, and stays tragic. If I believed in a god I’d think they’d hate me and were doing this out of amusement or spite. Then I’d think I’m not that...See More »
Why don’t your take med?[I question was asked] -Lazy, never made it a habit, don’t wanna take the 1 or 2 days of sickness to get used to it. -I know they work. I feel like I’d be cheating myself out of a misery I caused myself and that I deserve.
I Cant Talk Very WellI feel like I’ve regressed in my ability to communicate. I hated saying “I, me, my,” etc. when I first started talking online. And I feel like I’m back to that. I don’t know how I’ve held any conversations in writing for the last 4 years. Maybe I...See More »
I Heard the News Both the headline and responses annoyed me. I don’t know which I hate more: Media knowing people are going to only read a catchy headline or people knowing media use baity headlines and judge it without reading it. Annoying circle.
I Want to Live ForeverThis was the last thing I liked about myself. I wanted it to live forever to see the world and to try all the different things I wanted to try. It’s gone. I never thought I’d lose that, especially not the way I did, wanting to be dead.
I Feel So Lost‘Did you bet all your hopes on a single thing to make you happy?’ ‘This can't go on forever, can’t you just call it a mistake leave it in the past, and be the new you?’ I didn’t think about it the terms of ‘bet all my hopes on a single thing to...See More »
I Have Two Hands“I want them gone, removed, destroyed, cut off.” When I lean my head against the wall, looking, down at my hands, and angrily think this. It’s a stupid thought. I can’t hit anything or myself in a way that’s cathartic, even if I bruise. It’s now...See More »
I Feel Dead InsideFor months, I come home from work and stared at a wall, floor, ceiling, sometimes a bit over an hour. I must add up to days. I feel numb, dead. Then the constant thinking or writing/scribbling turns the numbness into despair, or infuriation that...See More »
I Feel So Defeated“I don’t want to be an obligation. I don’t want to be left behind again. Please don’t let this happen. It happened before. I should be used to this. I’m scared to death to lose their friendship. Please don’t let this happen.” (Rambling that I wrote...See More »
I Am Often At A Loss Of WordsI write in short words/phrases, then rearranged and expand. It’s difficult/time consuming to put thoughts/responses together coherently. (It comes to some so easy, takes everything for me to be decent). Even in giving my all, aways comes...See More »
I Get Angry At Stupidity [...Stanford University in Palo Alto, Calif. Nolan’s team sequenced Ata’s DNA and concluded that her genetic material was from a human being, not an alien.] [“We don’t know what it is, but it most certainly is a not a deformed human,” says Greer,...See More »