I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartI don’t know why, but there is so much of it. I have a lot to be happy about: a boyfriend and family who love me. Yet I find myself feeling so lonely at times and wishing something in my life were different.
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartHere comes the sadness. I have been trying to sleep, but I can’t. So much for the start of 2020. I want to think positive, but it’s a struggle at the moment. 😑
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartI drag into an existence studded with small daily failures. Small pieces that make up the mosaic of a great existential failure. Where the only comfort is represented by fatuous moments into a fake reality, that covers the oppressive bitter as a...See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My Hearta close friend and colleague passed away last week and it has left me feeling very low, we were best friends in work and miss him and he odd ways.
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartGonna graduate soon. Have no friends. Family doesn't care about me. Mom wants to throw me a party. For what? I don't have friends and only see family on holidays so I don't really care to see them for graduation. What are we gonna talk about?...See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartI often wonder what that point was in my life where I made the wrong decision to cause everything to fall apart. I've watched all the people around me in my life accomplish things, find happiness and love. It all seems to elude me. I don't blame...See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartSadness has moved in again. Lock, stock, and barrel. The calm, soothing, hopeful respite was short lived. The dream of a different life too brief. The flame lost. There is no changing the course of life. No changing fate. Only acceptance of the way...See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My Heart My little brother would have turned 8 years old today. He was born way too early and had lung and heart problems and died not long after he was born. I always wonder what it would be like to have a brother and the kind of boy he'd be right...See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartI woke up to a phone call very early Monday morning to find out my mom had passed away. This isn't a sympathy post because we ALL have to deal with it at some point in life. I had talked to her just the night before on the phone to see if she needed...See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartThere is a lot of joy and anger and frustration that makes me me. But there is only one emotion that I decide to keep in my heart. Sadness, as something beautiful. Why? It is the feeling of everything I stand for and it is me at my purest form. It...See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My Heart People First Not Stuff I spent Thanksgiving in the hospital with him. He came home for the holidays. He was finally laid to rest last Friday. He stood as our father (my son and me) after my husband's passing. I will remember him as always saying...See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My Heart I pause and whisper, “I will not make war against my own heart.” I have many opportunities to practice, as I make many mistakes. I choose: do I judge myself or let it go? This is an act of courage for me, as it goes against ingrained habits of...See More »