I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartI don’t know why, but there is so much of it. I have a lot to be happy about: a boyfriend and family who love me. Yet I find myself feeling so lonely at times and wishing something in my life were different.
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartHere comes the sadness. I have been trying to sleep, but I can’t. So much for the start of 2020. I want to think positive, but it’s a struggle at the moment. 😑
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartI drag into an existence studded with small daily failures. Small pieces that make up the mosaic of a great existential failure. Where the only comfort is represented by fatuous moments into a fake reality, that covers the oppressive bitter as a... See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My Hearta close friend and colleague passed away last week and it has left me feeling very low, we were best friends in work and miss him and he odd ways.
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartGonna graduate soon. Have no friends. Family doesn't care about me. Mom wants to throw me a party. For what? I don't have friends and only see family on holidays so I don't really care to see them for graduation. What are we gonna talk about?... See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartI often wonder what that point was in my life where I made the wrong decision to cause everything to fall apart. I've watched all the people around me in my life accomplish things, find happiness and love. It all seems to elude me. I don't blame... See More »
I Have Alot of Sadness In My HeartSadness has moved in again. Lock, stock, and barrel. The calm, soothing, hopeful respite was short lived. The dream of a different life too brief. The flame lost. There is no changing the course of life. No changing fate. Only acceptance of the way... See More »
