I Wasted My Time On Someone

I can relate to that...
I am in love with this guy, he told me was single. He told me he wasn't interested in being in relationships anymore. So I spaced myself from him. I quit talking to him. Then he came back up to me, and started acting super interested out of the blue, and even wanted to hang out with me at a show. I couldn't believe it. I was so happy. He flirted with me so much, and made comments to me, complimented me, touched me... He sent me all kinds of signals...
Right before the day of the show came, we were watching a TV show, and he said that this show is great because the two characters are in love with them but can never admit it to each other... He popped up at work twice on the same day, the second time, he was dressed so nice, and he talked to me both times... It felt like he was into me. And everyone else thought so.

When I got to the show, I happened to be right behind him out of pure coincidence. I had spent so much time trying to get ready... I was so happy I was going to finally get a chance to be with him.

Then I saw him get out of his car with another girl. And I know he saw me, but he completely ignored me. I lost my breath, I felt so embarrassed and stupid.
The next day, he rubbed it in... He asked me if I went to the show... Like really? I know he saw me.

And the worst part... I felt like I hated him and I never wanted to see him again, and hope he burned.

But the moment I saw him today, for a split second, we made eye contact, and I got the exact same feeling I did from before... I love him. It's basically going to take me leaving my job to not feel that way anymore.

What the hell did I do to deserve that kind of treatment?

Stop talking to them then be strong and you'll have to walk away

I could have written this. I've no words of wisdom but don't give up and don't stop being you x

oh man, he is a prick. Hon you can't run from this. You need to tell yourself before work that just for this one shift you're gonna put your feelings on hold and pretend you don't care and that you'll cry once you get home. and then while at work act like nothing is wrong, nothing bad happened and be nice to him and make him wonder if he read you wrong. If you act sad he'll know he got you and tou dont want that cause he sounds like a effing prick. Then go home and cry if you need to.

Over and over again. Sounds like a game

Hang in there, things will get better