I Wasted My Time On Someone

I actually keep doing the same thing over and over again. I really care about this person, so I keep opening myself up...only to get hurt again. Each time I convince myself that this time, it will be different, but it never is. I'll probably continue doing the same thing over and over again. I tell myself that it's love...but honestly, I know it's just me being foolish. I know I'll never mean as much to this person as they mean to me. I just can't stop myself from trying. I'll always be invisible.

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katielass · F

oh man, he is a prick. Hon you can't run from this. You need to tell yourself before work that just for this one shift you're gonna put your feelings on hold and pretend you don't care and that you'll cry once you get home. and then while at work act like nothing is wrong, nothing bad happened and be nice to him and make him wonder if he read you wrong. If you act sad he'll know he got you and tou dont want that cause he sounds like a effing prick. Then go home and cry if you need to.