I Wasted My Time On Someone

I actually keep doing the same thing over and over again. I really care about this person, so I keep opening myself up...only to get hurt again. Each time I convince myself that this time, it will be different, but it never is. I'll probably continue doing the same thing over and over again. I tell myself that it's love...but honestly, I know it's just me being foolish. I know I'll never mean as much to this person as they mean to me. I just can't stop myself from trying. I'll always be invisible.

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MistyStarr · F

I could have written this. I've no words of wisdom but don't give up and don't stop being you x

InvisibleGirl · 18-21, F

@MistyStarr seems to be a common problem. How can anyone really know what to say unless they're actually 'living it?' It's frustrating! Thanks though! x

MistyStarr · F

@InvisibleGirl I've lived it a few times

InvisibleGirl · 18-21, F

@MistyStarr I hope that I either give up and walk away from this, or it will eventually work out. I just hope I don't do this for the rest of my life.

MistyStarr · F

@InvisibleGirl you won't. One day, you'll just decide once and for all you deserve better

InvisibleGirl · 18-21, F

@MistyStarr if only I were that smart! Lol.

MistyStarr · F

@InvisibleGirl you are, you just don't realise it yet

InvisibleGirl · 18-21, F

@MistyStarr thanks! :) xx

InvisibleGirl · 18-21, F

@MistyStarr I just want to thank you for your advice. A few months ago, I finally walked away. It's hurts and sometimes I miss him a lot, but I'm not going back this time. I hope you're doing well.