I Am Pathetic

I can't even function like a normal human being.

I'm slowly de-cluttering my house and bagged up some old clothes/shoes/coats to put up in the attic. I had two big garbage bags stuffed full. You have to open the attic door and go up two flights of stairs to get to the attic storage area. Just... See More »

I’ve been told this so many times of my life.

I can’t even stand up for myself, I’ve been called passive aggressive and it’s very annoying, too agreeable because I don’t wanna cause an argument, also my friends say I can’t handle conflict right in my face which was rude. I can so. I am just scar... See More »

Sometimes I just feel like I'm pathetic. A good for nothing person who can never do anything right. I'm not saying this because I want sympathy or reassurances of my worth, but just because I had to say it. No one listens to me anymore. It's like I... See More »

I'm a lame ass the only thing I look forward to anymore would be tuesday night trivia at the local bierkeller. Holy hell what has happened to me? Have I seriously gotten this lame in my old age? I guess I'm super determined to win that $250 they give... See More »

I take out so much anger towards my family and myself it destroys parts of me. I blame them for making me this way and I blame myslef for sitting like this thinking it will get better. I hate being told I’m not enough, smart enough, talented... See More »

Ughhhh please stop me from thinking about him. My stupid brain is like counting the days since I last saw him and touched him. I wish this would end alreadyyyyyy!!!!!

And he said exactly that. That he would pick up the pieces. After all of that, there are just more pieces to be picked up. Thank you. I wholeheartedly thank you for helping me realize there's no truth behind your lies. I have so much heart and... See More »

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I say that with pride cuz it's who I am and I'm proud of me. Anyway I'm on sw on Christmas cuz it's just like any other day. It's not some big day for me. If my own birthday is no big deal I don't see why Christmas would be. Anyways the pathetic one... See More »