I can't even function like a normal human being.

I'm slowly de-cluttering my house and bagged up some old clothes/shoes/coats to put up in the attic. I had two big garbage bags stuffed full. You have to open the attic door and go up two flights of stairs to get to the attic storage area. Just hauling up one bag at a time nearly did me in. I overheated yet felt cold at the same time, sweated bullets, chest hurt and was breathing heavy. I came back down to lay down on my bed for a second to recover and saw what appeared to be a brown beetle scurrying around on my pillow. I looked all over and saw nothing. I hallucinated that beetle. I'm not even drunk I'm sober and I'm hallucinating.

I feel better now but I just think it's pathetic that I can barely even function. I can't carry out tasks like a regular person. Something so simple and mundane I can't even do. This is ridiculous and it's embarrassing.