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I Am Lost In Life

I don't really know where I am at the moment....emotionally that is, I know that when I go to the Gym or listen to music I am somewhat happy but if I don't then I just feel lonely and pointless....I guess I am just stuck in a pit of despair attempting anything to climb out, life sucks when you don't really have anyone to live it with.

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MarkPaul · 26-30, M

Yeah man... same here; I mean exactly. I want to say, "it's not fair," but I know I am well past the stage where that is productive, meaningful, or acceptable. I feel like I am fighting against a destiny that has already determined my role is to be solitary. And, I am trying to appeal that decision, but I only have a limited amount of progress and no real success to show for my efforts.

Melkor · 26-30, M

I guess we just gotta keep pushing on till to good stuff comes along

MarkPaul · 26-30, M

I guess you're right... I mean, of course you are right. It's hard though. It makes me feel sad and pathetic about myself though and that's kind of self-defeating... I mean who wants to be around someone like that. So, yeah... I get it.

I wish I could effortlessly make friends like everyone always suggests. It's like I'm not an idiot; I am able to think of that on my own. It's that I can't seem to do it even though it seems natural for everyone to do... except for me. So... yeah...