I Binge On Food
So, I do this a lot. Not horrendously, but to the point where I have lost all self control and don't even know when or why I started, if that makes sense? And recently, I've been trying to count my calorie intake so that I can make sure I am at a healthy level and not binge, but I'm now worried that's going to backfire because I'm now obsessively counting - not like anorexia, but just to the point where I feel so much more guilty when I do eat. It's like I'm in this horrible cycle of wanting to binge but wanting to restrict and on and on and on.