Since I told her I'd wait for her. She went to find herself. It's been 8 years and I havent heard from her. Shes probably moved on. I still think of her. I probably mean nothing to her. Why do I do this to myself?
Because you cared deeply for her. But, you need to let her go. 8 years without a word means that she didn't have the guts to tell you that she didn't feel about you, the way you felt about her.
@SolGryn I'm sorry. I don't mean to hurt you by saying that. It's just easier for me to see it from an objective position and you need to free yourself from those thoughts. It's time to move on and find someone worthy of you. She wasn't.
@SolGryn in your head you've imagined to be in a perfect relationship with her, now letting go in ur situation is like breaking up an ideal relationship, and eventually facing the harsh reality Your mind and heart resist, they don't wanna feel the pain that comes with it
You are not feeling so good it’s not unusual our minds go to the negative. Try to think of that idea as a happy one. You want her happy. Now once you are healed focus on what new things, places & people could advance your own happiness. There’s so much out there try not to limit yourself. 🌻