It feels weird starting to make a plan for the futureI've always been suicidal to some extent so planning was never much more than a vague notion of ending it all at some point. But I have more appropriate plans for the next two years, with absolutely no idea how to achieve it. My plan for this year... See More »
I feel like I'm stupidFor my whole life I thought Melancholy meant reflective in a state of somberness. But now I learn it's much more than that. Words. Words matter
Things to take away from near death experiencers1) death is not scary 2) death is not the end 3) we are made of love 4) we are all interconnected, regardless of the spaces between us 5) we are obligated to love each other as we love ourselves because we are all interconnected 6) in the end,... See More »
Trying new things, meeting new peopleHas anyone ever felt a connection to someone or something? Ive always felt like squirrels and cardinals were my connection, like i can so relate to a my thoughts, ferlinhs, and actions in nature through an animal. Ive even tried birdseed, the... See More »
Tomorrow is my first Tai chi classMy anxious brain is trying to make up excuses why not to go, but like I told my daughter, sometimes you just got to make up your mind and go...
