Tonight I cooked our last big meal.It was kinda weird knowing this was the last big meal I'm going to cook in this place. We weren't there long but a lot happened here. We became a family. But I'm so excited about starting new memories at our new house. Our house, not a place we... See More »
I could get use to thisSo every night since my therapist gave me those pills I have sleep between 4 to 6 hours. I had no idea how good I would feel with a few nights of sleep in a row. Bad thing is I only have a few left and I know he won't give me more. I didn't even... See More »
One good thing from my appointment todayAfter I had my nap at my therapy appointment I did ask him if he could give me something to help me sleep He said oh your having a hard time sleeping I couldn't tell My doctor has jokes I told him about how I haven't slept in days. That my... See More »
Taking the rest of the week offWith everything going on right now I decided to take the rest of the week off. Unfortunately Joel had to go back to work today. I am stressed and so anxious right now I can't sleep, I can't eat much and today I have a horrible headache. My stomach... See More »
I really need to go to bedBeen up since 2am yesterday but every time I lay down I think of everything I still need to do from our trip.
Took my new sleeping pills last nightI was very anxious about taking them. I always am about starting something new. But I took them around 11 and I fell asleep around 1. I slept until 5 am. Big win for me. Joel on the other hand took a pain pill and he's still asleep. We're... See More »
Starting new pills todayThe pharmacy didn't have my new pills ready in time yesterday so I'll be starting them today. I hate starting new meds so much. It makes me anxious and I overthink everything thinking is this normal, is this a side effect. But I need some... See More »
New sleeping pillsSo I survived my appointment lol They didn't gain up on me either. Basically the told me the pills I was taking were causing my OCD to be much worse at night so that is why I have been struggling so much with falling asleep and staying asleep. So... See More »
