I can't believe this is even problem...

That is a tough one...I was with a guy for a very long time who never cared what I did or said. I kind of got used to that, so now it's hard for me to open up. It feels weird when someone seems like they care now. 🤷🏼

It's pretty weird, alright. Of course, you got taught very early not to talk about yourself (as so many of us have been taught), which makes it tough: and some people are assholes who dont want you to talk about anything but them.

And of course a lot of people (guys mostly, I think) are taught that it's weak & 'feminine' to show too much interest in a girl, it doesnt fit the mould of the strong, silent hero type :(

But ... you've got a lot inside, worth sharing, worth knowing: if you wind up around people who still dont want to listen, they aren't your friends, just acquaintances. Friends will want to hear, to learn - just like you do, about them.

lol sorry im not laughing ,you know you cant please everyone ,you need to learn not to let it get under your skin,done swet the small stuff. 🙂

You can't win for losing...