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I don't wanna kill myself but I do find that living each day is getting a little exhausting when you're practically a ghost and no one cares. No one sees you, no one knows you. You're an empath so people look to you for help but when u want comfort or consolation no one is around. Interesting! I feel like I can't walk. I'm weak. My patience is thinning. But each day is the same and it'll feel like this tomorrow too. Good god, this has to stop...which brings me to the question: Is there a god? If there is why does he want me to feel like this every day??

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rckt148 · 61-69, M

So you can be a servant of the Most high God
We all suffer our lot ,thats why its called a cross
but Christ said when we help the least of his ,we did it for him also
I feel the pain of others ,I grieve for the lost who won't hear
the religious who think they do by their actions and words show otherwise .
You are not alone ,but at times it does feel lonely
When we are tested ,the teacher is always silent
its called standing on our faith ,other wise its just a word
Hang in there and never let satan lie to you or make you lose your way .
If you don't know your path ,be patient
Do good ,sow love ,give and it will be given back to you
study to show yourself approved ,and pray

Jeremiah 33:3King James Version (KJV)

3 Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and show thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not.

Sb356 · 26-30, F

@rckt148 okay but I do show love and I try to be there for others and they don't want it. And it is never returned lol

rckt148 · 61-69, M

@Sb356 If you want to talk ,,message me
I do understand
I helped a lot of users before I learned who to help and who used my giving nature ,
I also get feeling the pain of others ,and the burden for the lost that gets stronger day by day
hopefully I will hear from you ,see if I can help
you must be stronger then you think
intercessors feel the pain of others and stand in the gap for them
that is a job given to a prayer warrior ,not someone who can't handle it

JupiterDreams · 31-35

I'm sorry... 🤗 I'm a fellow empath, so I know the feeling.
It's both a gift and curse given by the universe... You'll grow in to it though.

I wish I could help you. I'm sure you'll meet a fantastic friend someday who is right for you. :) It just takes a while to find someone who understands us.

Sb356 · 26-30, F

@JupiterDreams well apparently it's taken my whole life...I've never had anyone. I'm sick of talking about time. I want it now. I don't care how selfish I sound at this point. It's been going on too long... I don't have anyone. Never have.

TheOneyouwerewarnedabout · 41-45, MVIP

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Sb356 · 26-30, F

@TheOneyouwerewarnedabout but how long must this go on?? I'm not strong, I'm weak. Or weakening.

TheOneyouwerewarnedabout · 41-45, MVIP

Lost generation. No war no famine no use.
Millions of hobbies and activities that require money that soon dries up.
Buy a tv and internet. Consume consume consume. Oh yeah. Remember that whole stranger danger / don’t talk to strangers thing. Turns out we were wrong. We’ve made everybody suspicious of one another and social skills took a nose dive..

You’re not alone. There’s a billion just like you.

Your only young.
Personally wish I was 18 again.

LyricalOne · F

Have you gotten any professional help?

Sb356 · 26-30, F

@LyricalOne yeah I used to see a therapist but my mom pulled me out for some reason. I mean, I'm okay I just deal with heavy anxiety and I'm just missing a companionship or relationship and When you go your whole life being invisible it kind of gets to you...seeps through the cracks sometimes.

LyricalOne · F

@Sb356 Sounds like therapy could be very useful. Good to have someone to talk with about the issues you've mentioned.

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