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Im horrible a person

I'm angry my father is gone and that it was quick and easy to cancer. It stole my chance to blind him with red hot pokers slowly work them under every inch of his skin. To pull his finger nails and toe nails off with pliers. All while screaming at him why did he treat us like that

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Zeusdelight · 61-69, M

Keep processing that anger. It has to be expressed to cleanse yourself.

smiler2012 · 56-60

{@amberrose ] i am sorry your father has gone my deepest sympathies . i have no idea what your issue with your father was but hey this is not right . i am going to be honest with you i had a bad relationship with my dad and after his passing i was heartbroken and full of so many regrets and maybe deep down those words are not true it is just deep down sadness of your loss

Amberrose · 36-40, F

@smiler2012 God. Reading some of my early stories you'll understand

Ksmile14 · F

I hope you get the healing you need. *hugs you tight* :(

Bigbass77 · M

Sorry you must of had a terrible childhood but at least he is gone and can’t hurt you anymore

Miram · 31-35, F

You're not a horrible person for hating him so much

Amberrose · 36-40, F

@Miram ty for thinking so but I still feel like it I am. No one should hate anyone, much less thier own father, this much or want to hurt them that bad

Miram · 31-35, F

@Amberrose No, hate is natural result of being wronged. It's just demonized and used to dis-empower those who experience it.

I hate my father too, very much like you or perhaps even more. I have had years and years of therapy, and no respected professional would ever agree that feelings makes you a bad person. Hatred can in fact be a part of your healing, and one day yeah, you will be free from that hatred too but in no way does it mean that you're wrong/bad person to hate them

bugeye · 26-30, F

i might be wrong but i get the impression you two didn't get along.

(｡ŏ﹏ŏ)!?

ExperienceDLT · M

Pain breeds anger

basilfawlty89 · 31-35, M

It's completely understandable you feel that after what he did to you.
You're not a horrible person, you've just been badly hurt.

BigGuy2 · 26-30, M

What happened

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