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Im horrible a person

I'm angry my father is gone and that it was quick and easy to cancer. It stole my chance to blind him with red hot pokers slowly work them under every inch of his skin. To pull his finger nails and toe nails off with pliers. All while screaming at him why did he treat us like that
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Miram · 31-35, F
You're not a horrible person for hating him so much
Amberrose · 36-40, F
@Miram ty for thinking so but I still feel like it I am. No one should hate anyone, much less thier own father, this much or want to hurt them that bad
Miram · 31-35, F
@Amberrose No, hate is natural result of being wronged. It's just demonized and used to dis-empower those who experience it.

I hate my father too, very much like you or perhaps even more. I have had years and years of therapy, and no respected professional would ever agree that feelings makes you a bad person. Hatred can in fact be a part of your healing, and one day yeah, you will be free from that hatred too but in no way does it mean that you're wrong/bad person to hate them