Honestly? I don't even want to return to work

After today I'd rather not. I think I will focus on finding a new job. When I say my brain broke and I shut down I mean it. I felt paralyzed like I couldn't make a single decision or figure out where to even begin or how. All I could do was stand there and take it all in. I genuinely didn't know what to do and I couldn't make my body move.