I'm pretty weak.

I have not yet spend a year in working life but I already don't like being an employee, it feels like I have no freedom specially on how things are in my current company. It's always work sleep work sleep, even during weekends I can't escape from work. I just want to feel that I still have some control with my life, at first I was thinking of leaving but can't because I need the money and finding a new job with my history will probably be hard. IDK really.