could you ever work in a funeral home or morgue?

I used to want that job when I was 19. Then my mom wasted away from cancer and died and a couple friends died in car accidents with gruesome open caskets. One was so bruised and swollen they put tulle up to shroud. The other they couldn't put her broken neck back straight enough.
Over the next few years and it really traumatized me to see dead people and I was not interested in it anymore.

I really thought I could have been a good funeral director until death happened too close to me.