I understand the power of depression but still how does one actually grow a pair
To self terminate?
46-50, M
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tenente · 36-40, M
Last year my friend intervened which is the only reason i am still here, and I'm grateful and terrified. In that moment I had the most intoxicating sense of grace and peace like I've never felt before. I felt so free and light and without a care in the world anymore - because in moments I was going to cease to exist and it felt so good.
I think that's the difference, because guilt made me hesitate previously. Once I accepted and fully embraced that I was no good and I needed to be erased, there was nothing stopping me (except 2 police officers and my friend who broke my door down.)
I think that's the difference, because guilt made me hesitate previously. Once I accepted and fully embraced that I was no good and I needed to be erased, there was nothing stopping me (except 2 police officers and my friend who broke my door down.)