I realized once again how lazy and hurting I have been, wish I could cry my brain out.

Watching my three grandchildren speaking as their granmothers (opposite side of the family) funeral.. They all found nice things to say about the selfish old witch who played them as pawns for years and demanded tribute from them.
I know what it cost them in conflicted feelings and guilt, not to hold those broken promises and derogatory remarks against her and how as still kids, they will carry more guilt over feeling how they felt inside. And the tears came.. I dont believe in hell. But cremation seemed fitting..😷

This morning I watched a video of a grown man being reunited with his granny - he'd been adopted at the age of 3. It hit.

Watching my younger son graduate from college, knowing he had just a few days before officially accepted his graduate school /TA position package for the fall.

I was in a store, and I was inundated with requests, inquiries, and mandates to be helped.

My daughter getting married a few months ago

The missing her.

Finding out my sister is ill

Chopping Habaneros for refried beans. 🙃