I Need to Lose Weight to Feel Better

I wish I was beautiful again, as in skinny. I still like the way I look and dress, I mean I will always have a pretty face, but I've gained 70lbs, and my husband is no longer attracted to me, and wants me to lose the weight, he says that it's him who matters, and that he used to love showing me off, and that he didn't sign up for a fat woman....I mean I can hide it, wearing flowing clothing that has bright pastel colors and white jeans, I look amazing, but I am no longer supermodel material in his eyes. And so I've been making some changes, I am weaning myself off of my medication which made me fat in the first place, and I am eating more and more fruits and vegitables raw.......I will go for long walks or bike rides and get more exercise and swim. And stop putting so much sugar in my coffee and get out of bed and get busy.....Hopefully this will help me to shed the weight and get a leaner and more healthy looking body. For his sake, because he says that he doesn't want me dying before he does............Like I looked myself over in the mirror, my body isn't hideous, it's just more curvy such as love handles thicker arms and a double chin and a belly.