I would so rather stay home and cozy watching this storm from my world in the trees...

For the first morning in months I didn't wake up early and it took a few minutes to get out of bed. With the wind rushing through the leaves, sending yellow poplar leaves on the air like confetti. Outbursts of rain and a soft dark gray sky. So peaceful in its dishevelment. A harmonious feeling that only comes from nature's frenzy.

I half woke having a nightmare I couldn't change the outcome to no matter how many times my mind rewound and tried again.

I think I'm slightly disturbed right now. Between my health, social and life insecurities I'm not crazy about being in public. People think I'm being a jerk but I'm just trying to be strong and not talk about it because it doesn't do any good. They either think you're negative or weak for explaining and they don't care anyway.

I have to go to work but I'm hoping tonight the storm will still be going. I'm going to make soup and go to my cozy quiet place where I'm content simply looking out the window.

I hope you all have a happy Sunday.