Just one of those days...

Its been a while since i've had nothing to do.
Its a hardship, an aching hip, a bone or joint that hurts too.
I just want what i cant seem to have, my youth back and someone to visit me in my dark places.
I often being the light, bring security and love.
I seem to be sent but my broken wings keeping clipped from above.
I dont understand what this new year will be, alone again...i hope not..or nothing more for me..
Its just been one of those days!