Hello one and all.Statesman, revolutionary, reformer, and journalist Carl Schurz (1829-1906) is credited with saying "Ideals are like stars; you will not succeed in touching them with your hands. But, like the seafaring men on the desert of waters, you choose them as... (...)
Lazy evening planned tonightBecause the next few days are going to be crazy busy but very exciting and fun.. We're making homemade pizzas and a dessert pizza for dinner, yes can you believe it no s'mores tonight. We're going to watch the Royals game and hopefully they stop... (...)
I'm drinking again, but in my defense......I've had way more dairy than anyone should, plenty of caffeine, have moved more than usual, had all types of laxatives in both ends, all today alone, and nothing gets my bowels going. Alcohol is my last solution as it always helps. (Sometimes a... (...)
Better than nothing I guessSo my buddy has been getting horrible headaches since starting his new meds. Well today they did a med evaluation. He told them about the headache and they basically said he needs to give the medicine more time for him to adjust. It's only been a... (...)
I am so proudSo today our oldest boy had PT/OT. I can tell he's scared. He always worries they are going to take his blood or give him a shot. And today was no different. We get there and we put on his AFO'S. He sits down and closed his eyes. But then he... (...)
This website is a drugFiguratively speaking. I find myself coming back here over and over at all hours of the day not to post anything or respond to anyone, but simply to get a little dopamine fix. To answer some meaningless question or read other people's half-baked... (...)
Nothing good coming out?I really feel like almost no good movies andd shows actually come out these days.. like even 5 years ago or when I was a kid I used to love going to the movies or seeing whatās new. For maybe 3 years I canāt think of a single movie I looked forward... (...)
Apologies in advance So when using free WiFi at the airport, I tend to make up names and email addresses. But one of these days Iām worried Iāll use someoneās actual email. So my apologies if this is you.
When Motherhood Steals My Womanhoodš¹Being a mother has been the greatest blessingāand the greatest conflict of my life. For years, my identity was wrapped up in my children. I gave everything, sacrificed endlessly, and poured myself into motherhood. But somewhere along the way, I... (...)
RANT TIME: Because apparently im too much!I write a lot, maybe you dont. I talk a lot, so u lost interest. I felt like we was vibing until this happend: You told me you dont like big paragraphs...So I TYPE TOO MUCH, I TALK TOO MUCH, I TEXT TOO MUCH? Then how in the world you gonna get to... (...)
A cigar and whiskeyIt's been almost a week since I've enjoyed a good cigar and whiskey with Joel and my buddy. It felt nice to sit outside with them and relax and enjoy a fire. Now the cycle is starting over. I slept yesterday night about 5 hours and here I am... (...)
Where is my sleep button??Donāt you hate when you havenāt even gone to bed yet and you know you are already in an insomnia chokehold?? š«©š«©
What are you reading at the moment?Iām combining Redeeming Love by Francine Rivers, with North by Seamus Heaney, poetry. Then back to Javier Marius, Your Face Tomorrow , and the Lonely City by Olivia Laing. I like to juggle a lot of perspectives and themes at once.
No good very bad day vent post...The next door neighbor who came to my door with an egg carton with his name and apartment number on it, somehow believing I am responsible for obtaining his personal breakfast eggs, and had the freaking nerve to look slightly miffed when I... (...)
Pregnancy updateWell I had my first pregnancy check up this morning. I found out I am 6 weeks pregnant. So the father is mark not Josh. I don't know how I am going to tell him. I don't even have his phone number.