Life is just a f*ing circleWe always knew we’d get to this point again. It always drags me back. Depression, apathy, overwhelm, and feeling trapped. Unfulfilled. I don’t want to exist. Existing is too overwhelming.
I feel lazy today.I need a swift kick in the behind to get me moving today! I'm not feeling the world right now! Oh, life and stuff and thangs.
Becareful you might...You're sitting to close too the tv. Becareful you might go blind.. What are we all doing...sitting to close to the screen. I'm not blind, but I need readers lol
Maybe the edibles.... You know how when Dorothy was in Oz... every one she met upon the Yellow Brick Road was someone she left back in Kansas... What if her house then landed on HER... The shoes fit ... 🤔 🥷👠
The Writer is a Baker I love baking bread. People talk about good bread, I make the best bread! That first slice off of a warm, fresh loaf is heaven.
Lost In Translation Duty, Honor, CountryWhen good people do nothing evil will flourish." 1933 saw the rise of Nazi Germany. Hitler's rise and the evil atrocities of World War II was a direct result of the citizens of Germany doing nothing to stop the genocide of the Nazi's regime. Today... (...)
My tiny tornadoSo Joel and I are cleaning up from dinner last night and our youngest comes in. He says Daddy, Papa we need to talk. We turn around and he points to the table We're going to need drinks this is a serious talk Ok I get 3 glasses and apple... (...)
I don't owe hostiles a debateSo I won't debate. It isn't because I can't. I absolutely can. I can provide all the supportive information where I have gotten my info from and try to prove them wrong. But why? If they don't have the integrity to actually look up for themselves... (...)
🎶Tears Are A Language God Understands🎶If I was asked the question "What can I do for the grieving" The answer I would give "Is to let them grieve" If I was called upon to give advice as to what not to do it would be to not try to cheer them up. Let them cry big rolling tears- honor... (...)
Otra noche más. De nuevo no puedo evitarlo... Mirro el celular un buen rato o miro hacia otro lado quedando pensativa y mi imaginación no se detiene al punto de sacarme sonrisas junto a un agradable sentimiento. Eso ssé porque ocurre y pienso en dejarlo ahí nada... (...)
Unrepentant chickenMy adventurous problem child, Molli, figured out that of she pushed the door with the window hard enough, she could get out. (I have to put the locks, but thought I had more time.) I walked out this morning to a very cold, sad and repentant chicken... (...)
Hoarding booksI have been hoarding books for a while. Not to the no space to walk through the room proportions. They are all on shelves and in the cupboard 's but I do have a couple of boxes on my floor and a few other things. They are beginning to drive me... (...)
I'm still shockedAt how hate breeds more hate.... it's incredible how vindictive people feel when their enemy has no malice towards them.... strange
Why r people overusing "ghosting"it cannot be applied to literally any situation, it is only when we are in a relationship or it is assumed so, and a person dissapears another thing it doesnt have to mean i dont like you, its just i cant pursue everything right
The News shows the same few things burning over and overThe rest of the country thinks Los Angeles is in the end of days. Sodom and Gomorrah is on fire. The reality is, protests continue in targeted small groups all over the city. There is music, food vendors and a feeling of community. Cops are present... (...)
Being singleFor the first time in my life I've been single for over a year. I've decided I want to be for a while. I need to find the me I am when I'm not with someone. But life does get lonely the winter is the worst early dark nights and too cold to be outside... (...)
Big UpdateGood day to all. A quick update: I gave birth to a baby girl last month! It still feels unreal a month later, but surely I will get the hang of it. :)
How often do you use swear words in real life?For me it's been 6 months 😅. I was so angry at this certain individual that I had to cut him off. I don't like using swear words now and that person was awakening a chapter I'd long closed. They had to go🙄. So glad I took that step. Best decision of... (...)
Warhammer 40k works in progress I finally bought a chaplain I've been wanting forever. He doesn't have a shoulder pad on his left side as this will be replaced by a sculpted Crimson Fists one. Along with the chaplain, I also had the Assault Terminators I bought arrive today. I... (...)
So I told JoelI was going to drink a whole bottle of whiskey until I passed out. He said no you're not and took the bottle. Pretty sure he's going to take my phone next.
Es solo mi mente e imaginación. No lo puedo evitar y no quiero hacerlo, Siento como mis pensamientos "vuelan", Siento como mi imaginación no tiene límites, Cada vez que sonrÍo no puedo dejar de pensar en ti... Me siento en las nubes y aún más al sentir lo mucho que me gustas... ❤... (...)
Today is not the dayTo not be feeling good. 2 kids have counseling today and we have our support group tonight. I really don't have time for this. Just gotta power though it. Worst part is I am freezing and it's warm today. Can I just have one day is that to much... (...)
I've been pretending things have been okayBack to journaling here I guess. Day 01. Today I have taken the first pill of the mood stabilizer... IDK why I've been hesitating too much... it was prescribed to me 15days ago and the next appointment is in a month but Idk why the pharmacist gave... (...)
Sleep doctor and neurologist working togetherSo my sleep doctor was not happy with the medications that I'm taking overnight she said it is basically like trying to put a fire out with gasoline she wants to completely change my meds and wants me to stop when I'm taking. Her and my neurologist... (...)
A View from the OutsideSW is a US based operation. So its only reasonable that the American perspective is heavily represented. But when you cut to the chase, Americans represent less than 5% of the worlds people. Certainly the most morbidly obese, (and seemingly proud... (...)
I'd like to thank you..All the kind people. The ones that give us a giggle. The ones that accept differences. The ones that don't take things personal. The ones that try to understand. The ones that give us a fresh perspective . The ones that teach new things to us And... (...)