Today is one of those days……when I need something to pull me out of my head. Something needs to happen to completely change my outlook on things because life is looking pretty bleak. Nothing in particular but have been here before.
I never said you were a POS nor did I think itThat's sad that you think that .. Oh well ...nothing I can do about that ...if I have to constantly convince you of this than the problem must be that you are constantly on this loop of self sabotaging...I'm not going to make this my responsibility... (...)
Finally got my memorial necklace I actually got 2; one black one silver. I've put some of Panteras fur inside so I can carry her with me at all times without having to split up her ashes (which I'm still waiting to recieve)
I hate these kind of peopleI hate people who lie about something then when you tell them you have proof it wasn't you they go mad and make an argument and then blame you for arguing
Where I’m AtHonestly, I’m struggling right now. I feel incredibly lonely and sad, and I don’t even know where it’s coming from. It’s not as simple as saying I need a girlfriend, because I don’t even know if another person could fill this hole in me. I just feel... (...)
I'm always wanting to SOLVE "problems"But I'm no genius... which is also a problem haha... but I guess there are just parts of life when we need to live THRU these difficult times. We don't want to, yet, it's life. How to just sift thru it. ...The greatest value / treasure we have is one... (...)
Dutch health careTo be honest, I used to be one of those people who defended the Dutch healthcare system. "Oh, the level of care is actually fine!" I’d say. Well, the universe heard me, laughed, and struck me down.Since Saturday, I have been permanently trapped on... (...)
When Remorse Outlives Its Purpose There are mistakes that end in a moment and punishments that continue long after anyone has asked for them. We call it conscience. But is conscience meant to awaken us—or imprison us? Perhaps guilt is necessary at first. It enters where certainty... (...)
Devils Hole Nevada USAThis is bizarre. There is a little 11ft x 7 ft pool of water in the Nevada desert that has no bottom. It's believed to be connected to a vast underground ocean. It rises and lowers when there is seismic activity around the world as far away as... (...)
Is it normal?That I feel my brain aches? I pass out on the coach after work. I struggle to get out of bed in the morning. I have nightmares abt work. I have headaches all the time.
Look! The masonic temple I'm at cass park which I believe is the oldest park in detroit and it so happens to be across from the masonic temple
One of the pluses of being messyIs, for me that is, is that just now, doing a little cleaning round my broken recliner, was some cigarette packs with unfinished joints in them yippy skippy!!
Anyone have OCD?I've recently been told I potentially have OCD. What I'm trying to figure out is if it is worth pursuing a diagnosis? What would that actually change/help? Feeling quite alone in my head about it so looking for some other people's lived experience... (...)
I thought I meant more..I thought I meant more to the people who know me. Apparently that doesn't seem to be the case. Reality is hitting hard lately..
I procrastinate so much.For example: I've been in South Korea for 4 weeks now and I have a floor FULL of boxes, trash, and recyclables that I need to go through so I can finally figure out the whole system. I have a toilet to unclog but my toilet is having issues and I... (...)
Missing my Crowley 🥺 My friend sent me this pic he found on t'internet. He said it reminded him of Crowley. I think it's beautiful 🥹
Boyfriend always focused on raceI’m white and my boyfriend is black, been dating for a while and have no major issues. He seems to bring up the racial stuff a lot, and at really random moments. Like we joke about white vs black differences sometimes, but he will make it more... (...)