Wish i would have loved myself a little more

I cant pin point just one thing, I have so many, I guess I'd just start life completely over again if I could.

To change one thing means to change more since everything is connected. I do not wish to change things.

Hmmm. My past was horrible as a child but things blossomed from that and I don’t want that to change . But if I could have had 5 more years from my parents I could have shared my wedding with my mother and my parents would have known their grandson.

Catch onto manipulators & those who have personality disorders very quickly….would have saved me a lot of years of grief and struggle. Cut em off at the pass and move on quickly in other words.

I think I'd be born less neurotic or something idk

I would believe in myself as much as others believed in me in high school and college.

There was one relationship that deserved a second chance.

It is hard to say, My current wife of 16 years was my affair on my 1st wife.

While I know I would have been divorced from my 1st wife regardless I wish it had happened differently, but then again, I may not be with my current wife and have 3 amazing children if I had not had my affair.

I would change what I did on 31 October 2019

My whole life since would be different

I wouldn’t have gone manic on EP and destroyed a wonderful friendship as part of it.

Follow my heart and take the leap of faith

Don’t keep a secret from a lover. 😌

To be ambidextrous.

Going to prison....

I learned from my past and strive to live in the now. Which is the only thing I have an effect. Dwelling on what could have been is a waste of my present time living. We don’t get do overs and regretting can become a mental cancer.

I’ve never really thought about it and I’m not sure I could choose just one thing. And if I did change the past, wouldn’t that also change my present? Or am I just believing what I watched on Star Trek as a kid?

I started going through it but there is a lot. Main one would be that I wish I’d studies physics at uni.

Nothing.. because then the present would be different too in unknowable ways.

I would have turned down the Nobel Prize.

I'd like to have stopped growing sooner.

Not trusting certain people

Well, I didn't win the lottery. 🤔

Too much and it’s too late.

believe in myself more often

I’d recognize red flags for what they are

I would choose different parents.

The programming from my parents.

I would be born to different parents.

My major in college.

Should have drank more wine 🍷 🤪

A couple choices/decisions I made.

can't tell publicly

I wish I would've bought peanut butter whet I went to the store last..

It's very hard to say..there's a few "I shouldn't have done that"..

But
I wish I stood my ground regards my opinions, feelings for something, it would have not changed the course of my life but caused me a whole lot less grief and unhappiness