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@InvictusIndigo thankyou for not attacking me for suggesting something different.. it is not your happiness, it is their happiness, you were happy once , and always , as a young child, relying on the care of others for sustenance, then they took you around age 5 and began indoctrinating you with the idea that your life wasnt complete as it was and you needed to do something more to feel good about yourself. Find your own happiness, if it's truly in following the billions, then by all means feel free to do you.
Jesus " you will by no means enter heaven unless you become like little children " also " you must be born again"
Heaven is in the mind of a complete child, gods providing spirit is more real than anything you can do for yourself in the flesh..
Maybe finish what you are doing, but then maybe stop for a while and investigate all plates before you decide what truly makes you happy..
Religion is a lie, so are the pastors who preach it, this has nothing to do with what I'm suggesting.. namaste
Jesus " you will by no means enter heaven unless you become like little children " also " you must be born again"
Heaven is in the mind of a complete child, gods providing spirit is more real than anything you can do for yourself in the flesh..
Maybe finish what you are doing, but then maybe stop for a while and investigate all plates before you decide what truly makes you happy..
Religion is a lie, so are the pastors who preach it, this has nothing to do with what I'm suggesting.. namaste
Hey. I'm really sorry your small group leader reacted in that way. Some people don't know how to react to these things. Have you ever spoken to a therapist? Does your highschool have a counsellor? It sounds like you're in a bit of a rutt. It is possible for things to change, you might just need some extra help. You might be suffering from depression. Focusing on one area of your life at a time with one small change rather than trying to turn around the whole thing at once would be more sustainable. There's a good book called You Are Not Your Brain that might be of interest. Honestly, there's good in you I can see it in your post.
InvictusIndigo · 22-25, M
@WeeWeeWeeAllTheWayHome Thank you for the comment. I used to see a specialist but when talk of trauma started going too deep I stopped going. Same with my therapist after. I'll see about this book once school gets out, I really do need to get back into reading.
@InvictusIndigo Remember each small step counts. Good luck with your recital!